oh no CHI didn't . . . .

Why did my favorite hair straightener in the world have to crap out on me when Jay came up with the best idea for my MICRO IVF video. Thank goodness Im a smart cookie and I save the box for anything expensive so I can exchange it at Bed, Bath and Beyond. If my fat head is going to be on camera the least I can do is 1 - make sure my fat thighs are always covered because my celulite is gross and it was all over Vickys Iphone yesterday ick, 2 - make sure I cover my rosacea with some AVON makeup lmaoooo and 3 - conceal the size of my head with decent looking hair. My head has always been a giant MEXICAN size head but lately with the weight gain my cheeks seems to drip into my neck losing all sense of a jaw line. LMAOOOO. So they released the DEETS on the contest and seems they are looking for an emotional video. Jays concept that he came up with that was so emotional Marina had a hard time telling me because she was crying and then left Vicky and I in tears is going to be awesome. Im going to be blogging ALOT to get thru it because its so true to how I actually feel Im afraid that Ill cry after were done. Good thing Ill have friends by my side to help me laugh my butt off. Thank you God for blessing me with a great sense of humor because it has been my saving grace thru all the tragedy in my life. Thru the tragedy there have been many blessings along the way as well so for that Im also greatful and hopefully this is just another one of those hurdles to leap over. Im gonna have to shove my CHI back in the box and see if theyll take it back. Wish me luck. <3 HOPE is what keeps me going <3