Upped

Upped my zoloft from 50mg to 100mg. Let's see if the OCD gets better ! <3 compulsion is fun NOT <3


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Yummy . . . .

Went out for Mexican for Jeanette's birthday ! Yummy ! Had fun ! <3 Waypa <3


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Fun and Food . . . .

We had group tonight at Doreens in lindy because Bina had surgery today. It was super fun and we had tons of food. It usually goes till 9:30 the latest tonight 10:30 - 11ish. Well I left at 11 because I helped Dor clean up ! <3 band of sisters <3

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Bully . . . .

My boss is a fuckin asshole ! He's been such a bully lately and I let him have it today. Funny thing is tho no one heard me do it. This fuckin zoloft has tamed the beast that would have normally ripped him a new asshole. In this case I spoke sternly and told him exactly how I feel and even tho it didn't end that well I was still proud I kept my composure. <3 Fuck you BOB <3


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There's a grumbly in my tumbly . . . .

Went out for Jen's bday last night. We had yummy sushi in Bayshore at this place called Aji 53. The music was super loud and fun at first then it got so monotonous that we all wanted to rip our ears off. Me and Krista had fun with each other till the bill came and she saw Mark had eaten 175 dollars worth of sushi ! Now my tum tum sounds like it's yelling at me. Uh oh gotta poop. <3 uncooked <3





























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Ah windows open . . . .

Love that were having nice cool weather. We have the windows open and it's chilly. Yaaaay !


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Fat face . . . .

Oooo I was just watching rachael ray and there was a plastic surgeon talking about minimally invasive face procedures. He said there's a chubby cheek surgery that apparently removes a fat blob in your cheek that's needed when your a baby to suckle hense chubby baby cheeks and then when your older it's suppose to go away but some peoples genetics don't allow it to and now you can have it removed. Uggggh my chubby cheeks have always been so annoying to me because even if I'm skinnier than someone heavier 9 times out of 10 they still have a thinner face than me ! Interesting.
Also today on the bus a couple boys told me I was HOT. It completely shocked me cause I look so gross in my work clothes and gross hair but I said thank you and then they hugged me before hey got off the bus lmaoooo ! I was cracking up cause these are my little trouble makers but now they're behaving so well. I wonder if it's because I know all the new rap songs out now cause nick decided to turn black when he goes to work. Either way it ended up working out really well cause I schooled up on rap and I now have a run with all black children. Nick, Lil Wayne, my iPhone and Pandora radio has made my run alot more enjoyable. <3 son please I got this <3


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Haven't blogged . . . .

So I've been slacking on my blogging and I got in trouble with my bestie. Let's see. I've been nervous thinking about starting an new cycle and very excited at the same time. I had a good weekend. Got manicures with Vicky and cracked up as usual cause we were guinea pigs to the spa manicure. It was nice. We went back to her house and hung out baby free all day. I gotta say I had alot of fun hanging with Vicky as Vicky. She's become one of my serious besties pretty much family at this point. I tried taking a nap but we got in bed and she came to life. Chatty Cathy ! Had reiki on Sunday it was awesome as usual, then went to lunch at this awesome mexi restaurant. We also got Ben and Jerry's for dessert after already having a small desert in the restaurant. Lmaoooo ! We can not go up to Huntington without getting Ben and Jerry's. Yesterday back to work and then this morning I got in trouble for slacking on my blogging. Now I'm caught up. <3 Chatty Cathy <3

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At what point . . . .

Can I stop asking myself on a daily basis, " My husband can't honestly be this stupid. " Good or bad he never ceases to amaze me. In this case bad. I'm too agitated to even blog about it. This is enough. <3 fool me once shame on you <3


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Woooo HOOOO . . . .

I can't believe it ! We won the Micro-IVF ! Ahhhh Jay and Vicky thank you so much for all your help ! Now all I have to do is get pregnant ! ALL I HAVE TO DO AHHHH ! I CAN DO THIS ! IM DOING THIS ! <3 love you mommy so happy you were apart of this miss you so much every day <3


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My tum tum . . . .

Ugh I'm so nauseous. They decide the winner today for the Micro-IVF and we find out tomorrow. I'm so nervous. My therapist said she had a good feeling about it but my tum tum is still doing flips. Tomorrow is also the first day of work. Blahhhh ! I'm so not feeling it. I don't really want to take a run this year. I'd rather just stay home and have nick work. That would be so delightful. Lmaoooo ! Oh wells. <3 anticipation <3


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From Loss Comes Hope . . . .

Contests and ass whoopings . . . .

So today I found out my video was one of the three winners. Now I just have to win the whole thing and hopefully be onto a new cycle. Boy it would be great to win my baby in a contest.
Went for a mani/pedi with Vicky and found out some one fucked with my Daniel. I'll knock a bitch out. Daniel rubbs me so well I wanna take him home. Lmaoooo ! If I won lotto I'd hire him to rub me all the time.
Oh ya and I talked to Liz we don't want this to get any bigger so we semi squashed it.


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