Before . . . .

Seeing as how I took this pic the day before my period and it came out awesome I decided to archive it as my before preggie profile. I don't know how I got that so good but I'll take it ! If I had turned front ways it wouldn't have looked so good lmaoooo ! <3 positive thoughts <3


Before !

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Snuggling muppets . . . .

I bought a muppets snuggy ! Yaaaay ! There was no was I was walking out of Spencer's with out it ! <3 wrapped in muppets <3





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Kellogg's Pep Commercial

Pretty peculiar . . . .

I bough a pin at an antique fair the other day. It's called a pep pin and was found in Kellogs Pep cereal in the late 40's early 50's. I bought one of a little Indian that was in a comic strip back then. His name is little moose and seeing as how my mom loved Indian stuff as well as I do now I decided that will be my first. So put it on my Vera Bradley bag and that was that. I love it it's so cute. Well I lost it and I was so freaking bummed I looked for it and couldn't find it an just figured it fell off somewhere. This morning I get on my bus and wtf my pin is pinned on the dashboard of my bus ! I assumed my DA found it and put it up there and when I asked her she had no clue what I was talking about. How weird is that. Oh well I'm so happy I have my Pep pin back. Yaaaay !






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Small things . . . .

It's the little things in life that sometimes give ya the biggest smiles. Like when your best friends son tells his mom to send aunt steph this pic because he knows I'll love it too ! <3 shanebot <3



Shane was excited to find a smile on the bottom of his biscuit !


This was on a side walk seeing as how I was talking about smiles !
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Fragile must be Italian . . . .

My giant 6 ft 6 husband couldn't even get out of bed this morning without help. I was frustrated but felt bad. He was suppose to get his infusion last Friday however the fuckin nurse that does the infusions had off so they had to reschedule for this coming Friday. Pissed off that nick was in horrible pain I called the drs. office and wigged and low and behold they were not only all of a sudden able to give him the first apt. but he also got his infusion. Ya that's right ! Don't frig with the mex and the people she loves or I'll unleash the beast. <3 poor hubster <3


The shirt says it all "give me what I came here to get " lmaoooo !


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I love you even if . . . .

I love my best friend who loves Kelly Clarkson cause friendship like ours is rare and unconditional <3 I'm gonna explode in your box <3



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Hilarious . . . .

Fun day. Full day. Went to an antique fair with Jeanette bright and early. Came home napped it up for a couple hours then went to my besties for a chocolate party. Yummmm ! We then went to my friend Doreen's Oktoberfest party with all the gals from group and seriously had no clue we'd have soooo much fun and laugh our asses off the way we did. For nick and I to stay anywhere till 1:30 these days means we are having fun ! <3 new friends, good times <3


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It's Friday I'm in love . . . .

Crazy week.
Thurs. nick got home from class.
Friday. Don't remember lmaoooo.
Sat. Pumpkin picking. FUN <3 Sun. Out east with Jeanette. Mums and cheese. Val's birthday dinner. Mon. Semen analysis. Blood work. Tues. Work Wed. Work then group. Proved Vicky wrong. Thurs. fight with DA lmaoooo aye Yai Yai Yai Yai Fri. We got the results of nicks semen analysis. The meds are affecting his morphology so we have to do ICSI which I wanted to do anyway. Went to lunch with people from work. Got a waiter fired and kicked out of lunch but got it for free. Lmaoooo ! We just watched planet of the apes. It was so freaking awesome we loved it. Oh ya and two more girls from group are prego. Lmaoooo ! <3 blog slacker <3
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Go me . . . .

Drove myself to group tonight. Yaaaay zoloft is helping ! Now if I can get these annoying OCD rituals out of the way I'll feel great. I'm tired of counting all the time. I think they'll diminish once I finally have my baby because it really got alot worse during this infertility journey. <3 four ah ah ah ah <3



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And so it begins . . . .

Yesterday was my first apt with Dr. Pena. We went over the protocol for my Grand Prize Micro IVF win. Lmaoooo. I need to make an apt. With my IVF nurse, nick needs a semen anaylsis and I have to have my OBGYN send over the results of my pap and were ready to go !!!! Woooo HOOOO ! I'm excited and nervous. Not nervous because I'm scared it may not work. Nervous because I know it's going to and our lives will be so different. Nothing in my heart tells me it won't everythingis telling me it will. I can totally feel it. I told Vicky and Nick how I felt and Nick was surprised and Vicky feels the same way. So bring it on ! I worked my hiney off for this. Laying my life story out on the table and allowing others to read and see my vulnerability and how important this is to me. My relationship with my mom and my own desire to be a mother just like her was the driving force behind my essay and video and when my baby is born I'll make sure they know grandma helped make my dreams come true <3 Jaymee <3

Pap





First bloods drawn



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Turtle Power . . . .

This morning we walked for the turtles at coney island board walk and then went to the aquarium. The car ride was my favorite part going and on the way home. Vicky, Tommy and I have the exact same sense of humor. I cry when I laugh with Vicky. Jodi and Billy and Christie were there too and we all wore the same shirts that I love it's so comfy.
Also Nick left this morning for Albany to take the test to be certified in mold. I'm so proud of him he's really coming into his own and he going to be a great provider for his family.


























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Tuckard . . . .

Friday night hung out with all my co workers at Leftys ! I got home at like 2:30 am. I woke up this morning at 7, texted vicky for a smidge and then got ready and was at her house by like 8:45 to go to the Bronx Zoo for the day ! It was a super fun time with super great people. The weather was awesome. We lucked out with the weather. I got my period there and that with the combination of upping my Zoloft, staying out late and walking miles at the zoo is why I am now in bed at 7:24 ! Lmaoooo ! <3 I heart my giraffe <3















































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