Bad dream . . . .

I feel like this has to be some sort of horrible nightmare. I forget and then remember and I get nauseous. I'd be lying if I said I'm not happy she's at least making the right decision this time because of my feelings about abortion but why now. Why did I have to find out how I found out. I can't help but think her seeking me out had a tinge of dig to it. Maybe because of our disgusting past I just automatically go there but a lot of our convos still have snarky remarks thrown in that prove the disdain is hidden beneath the facade. I forget then remember. It's one thing and hard enough to watch your best friends go thru this but at least you can go home and hide. This is going to be in my face front and center. <3 I don't get it ! <3

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