And so it begins . . . .

Yesterday was my first apt with Dr. Pena. We went over the protocol for my Grand Prize Micro IVF win. Lmaoooo. I need to make an apt. With my IVF nurse, nick needs a semen anaylsis and I have to have my OBGYN send over the results of my pap and were ready to go !!!! Woooo HOOOO ! I'm excited and nervous. Not nervous because I'm scared it may not work. Nervous because I know it's going to and our lives will be so different. Nothing in my heart tells me it won't everythingis telling me it will. I can totally feel it. I told Vicky and Nick how I felt and Nick was surprised and Vicky feels the same way. So bring it on ! I worked my hiney off for this. Laying my life story out on the table and allowing others to read and see my vulnerability and how important this is to me. My relationship with my mom and my own desire to be a mother just like her was the driving force behind my essay and video and when my baby is born I'll make sure they know grandma helped make my dreams come true <3 Jaymee <3

Pap





First bloods drawn



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