Today obviously being the second day of my cycle I had to go in for blood and sono. Ugh gross ! My second day is always my heaviest and as if this whole thing isn't degrading enough I had to be probed in my clotty girl parts by the Philippino Wonder himself. Lmaoooo ! I always make sure to keep things lively by wearing what I think will keep the atmosphere light so today I sported my brand new Grape Fanta t-shirt and super awesome striped socks. To entertain myself in the waiting room I took funny pics of myself and then thought of a great idea. I laughed to myself thinking about doing it and thinking nah I shouldn't but I DID and I chuckled while Dr. Pena had the probe in my VAJ ! I'm going to keep myself smiling and laughing thru this whole thing even when i dont want to because like I've said before and I'll say again " I'm doing what I can do and the rest is out of my hands " . Fuck it ! I'm sick of this shit defining me. This is going to fit into my life. I'm not making my life this. Yes I want to be a mom and come hell or high water I will indeed become one but to throw away my existence to sulk in my own misery has encompassed me enough. I love daydreaming about the future but have to keep myself grounded in the present or before I know it it's all in the past and ive missed seizing opportunities to really enjoy myself. <3 laughter is the ABSOLUTE BEST medicine <3
All showered and shaved in my privies !
Bored in the waiting room and I decided to entertain myself by using my camwow app <3 lmaoooo !
Snazzy socks ! Dr. Pena loves my socks ! He was cracking up at my fanta shirt and socks !
I felt like it was going psssst hey you over here ! Take a pic of me I'm a Vagina !
Still waiting ! Dr.Pena came in and I was cracking up !
Oh no she didn't ! OH YES I DID ! Doing everything in my power to contain my laughter !
Last but certainly not least my lead follicle <3 only a 7 soon to be my star pupil !
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