The dog days of summer . . . .

So today one of my best friends showed me how to start this blog and I think that seeing as how I have bought several journals and for some reason have not used a single one this is a great place to start. I have entitled it with what I think is the most appropriate title I can think of as to how my life seems to be going at this present time. Murphys Law. Murphy can only be a woman because only a woman can be this much of a frigen BITCH. I have been on a what seems to be forever and day fertility journy to have a baby with my husband Nicholas and maybe blogging will be an outlet to pour out my frustration and my days that are happy and just simple funny moments that make me laugh. I have supportive friends and family that have been along with me thru all my ups and downs definitely more downs than up and even tho all their support means the world to me on some days even that is not enough. I go to a infertility support group once a week where I can speak my mind and be surrounded by women that know exactly what it is I'm going thru. So for those days that I dont have group I now have this. I think instead of writing exactly whats been going on the past almost 3 years I'll post the actual essay I wrote for a contest that Im entered in for a chance to win a free Micro ivf. Yes thats where Im at now entering a contest to win a FREE MICRO IVF due to the fact that weve made our selves broke paying out of pocket for not covered by our medical insurance infertility proceedures. A few artificials inseminations and a fresh full round of IVF and a cryo (frozen) cycle with no success. BLAAAARGH enough to make you want to slam your head in a wall. Im determined to become a mother and I WILL continue to hold on to the dream tight till it becomes a reality <3 much love <3