The cheese stands alone . . . .

Well today yet another baby joins the giant lot of friends that have become mommies and I "the cheese stands alone". I put my brave face on and went to the hospital like I always do and even tho I do always love meeting a new baby it does send all these feelings thru my mind and body. When will it finally be me, when will I finally be able to give my husband a child. While I was at the nail salon today a little girl sat down next to me and we chatted a bit and before she left she ran to a basket and returned with a rose petal and said here and she gave it to me. It totally made my day and I know that was my mom telling me that every thing is going to be ok and that was a sign to give me the courage to endure yet another trip to the hospital to meet a new baby. Any time I'm upset about something my mom seems to make me feel better through the warmth and caring of a child to brighten my day, whether it be a picture drawn for me with crayon or flowers for their bus driver from the mothers day flower sale at school to a tiny rose petal in a nail salon it all makes me feel better. I love you mom and I'm going to be a great mother cause I had the best example any girl could ever ask for. <3 much love <3